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i woke up
i took a stroll
i knew i was late for mass
i played with a kitty along the way

i tried to take pictures of it
i met V.L.S.C as i was about to cross the road
i found a seat beside a pimply faced guy
i tot he'd find me attractive n start lookin at me
i didnt notice he was pimply actually
i only realised when i looked at him while making peace
i went home and she went to take a bus to her ah ma's place
i took a nap
i woke
i had toast with jam n milk
i did my hair
i trimmed parts of it
i dressed up in my white victorian laced top
i had no time to put on my boot covers
i was panicking
i told a lie today
i shouted at HER
i ran as fast as i could
i had a call from DCD
i had to stop walking by order of mr D
i saw DCD running towards me
i ran after her to a yellow car
i saw MP's mom outside the car n mr D in it
i was mistaken as they didnt know i moved to Sengkang
i apologised
i was late n they went to hougang, thinking i still live there
i nearly died
i witnessed a middle aged man being squeezed into the boot of his yellow car
i knew it wouldnt succeed
i met M.M.L n E.T at the back seat white DCD took a turn in the boot
i am a suakoo
i've never been to downtown east n escape theme park before
i didnt know it looked like that
i went to my first cosfest at D'Marquee
i regret not having brought my cool self designed jacket
i felt kinda bored(we went there too early)
i went to get carrot cake
i regret
i went to put make up
i took a long time(always have)
i was joined by P.L n M.L.K.K
i taught them how to put on eyeliner
i drew a scar extended from my lip
i didnt feel i looked as good as the previous cosplay at street fest
i felt sth was missing
i didnt care
i went back to D'Marquee with P.L
i was quite surprised as so many ppl flocked in already(cool!)
i started browsing at things, occasionally got separated from the grp
i got used to being alone
i got used to being photographed
i still look really stiff while posing (tt's coz i dunno how to pose)
i didnt have the confidence to take a look at other ppl's art pieces on display
i wish i knew how to use photoshop to paint pictures
i wish i knew how to paint
i wish i could draw anime without any difficulties
i was afraid the shop keeper would talk to me
i would feel bad if i dun buy, but i cant, i'm poor
i love the super dollfies
i wish i can own one one day (MAN I LOVE THEM!)
i wish i was rich n looked good and had a grandeur looking gown like mana's to have confidence
i walked around n took pics of ppl
i found no kick in doing so, but i did it anyway, it was the trend over there
i wish i had curlyboy's company
i wish we can dress up as a couple one day with goth make up
i know he wouldnt want so it's okay
i met W.W.L aka Se7ene
i wish i had supportive parents like hers(her mom even helps her with sewing her costumes)
i wish i had the cash to get materials to make nice costumes myself
i wish i could pose like she does

i went to get a milkshake, n she got one too along with a burger
i was followed by my students, R n M.L.K.K
i actually hoped they wouldnt come along coz i didnt really have anything fit for a conversation
i went back to touch up my lips, se7ene helped
i was amazed at the naruto group who went on stage to compete for the trip for two to japan to attend the SWC
i admired their group effort of 30 odd ppl
i wish i had friends like that doing things we like together
i know that can never happen
i admired the girl(she was part of the group) who sang the last song
i was touched at the whole group's unity in swaying their swords to her flawless melody

i miss having fun with my friends, if i have any
i started snapping pics at myself with DCD's withered daisies

borrowed se7ene's rose too

i wanted to steal the ppl who cosplayed as angel sanctuary's characters's wings to wear for fun
i figured it's not a nice gesture
i didnt think the gals who got the ticks for 2 to japan deserved it...
i didnt like their roleplaying nor their outfits(gundamseeddestiny...well they got it anyway congrats... if u are allowed to go u have wonderful parents)
i tot i could walk to white sands with se7ene but she decided to stay n take more pics
i walked with E.T, M.M.L, C.L.L.Y n C.L.L.Y's cousin past the food stores before we parted
i was all by myself waiting for the bus
i waited for quite some time before a jam packed 89 came along
i had to wait for another as the bus driver couldnt take anymore ppl
i sighed
i started reorganising pics on my phone n deleted stuff as memory space was an issue now
i walked home in the drizzle
i wish i had a cam and someone to take my pic for me in the rain
i am tired
i had dinner after shower ( eel rice + salad + tofu)
i cleared the table n wiped it clean
i had grapes n maroon fleshed dragon fruit with sundew supreme(too creamy yucks)
i felt lazy to mooove
i made my way to the com anyway
i scanned the orders i've completed n sent them to their bosses to see if they are happy with it
i checked for more orders
i have no orders today
i am left with an order of a NOM de PLUME
i will complete it tml
i am gonna meet my SRJC schoolmates tml to get my a level cert
i will also pass M.T her ordered items which i have already laminated
i will decide what to do before and after i go back to visit SRJC
i might meet B.T to pass her the cute bookmark she ordered before
i might go for a swim after i pass it to her or after my visit to SRJC
i can't decide now.
i'm going to...
i have no idea wad i'm gonna do now
i shall eat a banana, remove my contacts, n call curly boy
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