juz came home from surprise bday bash.

it was very weird. all sorts of ppl coming together to celebrate someone's birthday, when her birthday was 5 days ago...

and what i'mhearing from her is, her birthday is lasting for a damn long time.. from the eve till tomorrow and i dunno when, she's meeting ppl to celebrate her bday... gawd. wad a lucky bitch

anyway. my bus pass has expired. like walao... TODAY of all days... had to look for small change coz all i had was $4(lukcily i brought cash out). bumped into my sec one kids n they offered to help me change money with shop keepers. haha. funny sight.

in return i treated them to ice cream MMMM YUMMY! from mac donald's of course. i cant afford expensive BENnJERRY's ice cream or Haagen Daaz... gawd... only rich kids eat them

they took me up and down the escalator and when i told them i gotta run they wanted to keep me at the third level... and exchange ice creams... coz they thought if i took their ice cream, and they took mine(mine was left with the cone only), i would spend more time with them haha

went to find curly boy and... SCARY EXPERIENCE DOOT DOOT DOOT!!! SO SCARY

but i got over it. met a kitty and a tomcat... dunno wad the tomcat was doing , keep grabbing hold of the neck of the kitty, as if trying to puncture its skin and all... gawd... after my attempts at chasing the tomcat away, the kitty still meowed for it and they met again and it didnt even resist the tomcat doing wadever it was doing to it.

then i was joking to curly boy that the kitty raped the tomcat's girlfriend, and was willing to lay down his life, and take any consequences for that act. gawd... poor thing

its like... what would curly boy do to a 8 yr old kid if the 8 yr old raped me. haha u know that kind of thing... gawd...

i expect him to do the same as wad the tomcat did to the kitty, but hehe, he said he'll slap me first for allowing the 8 yr old rape me. hehe


anyway. the whole day was all about waiting.


E.G waited like an hour for me to get ot suntec to pass her the items she and her sis orderd. but it was nothing for her, coz she was with church ppl eating.

but for me and curly boy, we were famished, and thirsty, and went around looking for cheap milkshake(which was outta the question... all the milkshakes we found were over $4... sigh... yes... sigh for us poor brats)

we ended up drinking 70c dispenser drinks from carrefour. man we were so hungry and tired of waiting that after the drink , we weren't in the mood to eat anymore. sigh. the rest of the gals were over at marina square's spagheddi's having snacks. gawd. and they took damn long to get to suntec to meet up with us.

they talked and talked and talked amongst themselves and i guess they forgot abt me and curly boy. sigh. i was thinking to myself- i wouldnt even know wad they are talking about anyway...

even when i asked questions, they didnt even know, they didnt even respond... that saddens me but it has always been like that. no one really pays attention to me. its as if i'm an invisible man

then i was thinking... why are they celebrating her birthday. why is her birthday so special? why a surprise party? why did i go? i'm not even close to her. why should i wait so long? why waste my mrt fares on this day? why spend my time waiting for the birthday gal to arrive(she took 2 hours) and was forced to sit at the table with ppl i dunno , when me and curly boy could go catch the band jamming at the bay? why deprive ourselves of enjoyment until when we could go, the band packed up to leave.....

how i wish i had friends other than curly boy. right now he's my best friend. even though mean at times, he still supports me in everything i do, and encourages me. i love him so much