i just watched the encore of child of our time.

damn it's kinda boring these days.

my daily routine would be to wake up (get a scolding either at this point of time) ,pack my bed, brush teeth, have breakfast (or get scolded here), read the papers (or here plus the previous), shit as i continue reading the papers, and be prepared for housework(and the combi of all the scoldings or juz here).

then, i would take a shower, pack my room(coz SHE says so), wait for com to boot up, and start to make adjustments and additions to my bloggy shop.

yes yes, i woke up to a scolding.

SHE claims to have "polished" the dining table, and i had to wake up at 9 to leave finger prints all over it again as i have my breakfast there reading The Straits Times.

Then, i went to the sink to wash up my stuff. SHE came over and said, "Don't juz wash the bottom, the top also!" as she pointed to the areas, as if i'm an inefficient maid.

blah blah blah. so much for a day. i'd rather bury my head doing art n music than take HER orders, let HER boss me around, let HER take her pmsing tantrums out on me, let HER...




my life is not like it seems on the surface. i crave freedom, love and appreciation. but i cant attain that in this silly little HELL that i live in. it entwines me in hate, puzzles and confusions as THEY brainwash me with untruths, making me lose confidence in myself and wadever i do, making me feel like a worthless pile of dirt, when i know i can go beyond this.


my life is filled with limitations, like now, V.L.S.C is having fun, clubbing with classmates. Some friends would be having supper at Jalan Kayu, or watching a soccer match, staying over at each other's houses, enjoying each others company.

but me, yeah what about me?

restrictions. i can't have the fun i want. i'm tired of this life. but well i've learnt that i need to persevere and move on. because one day, i will be free. no more being suicidal and all. my future is bright ahead. i just need to wait a little longer. just a little bit.

so to cure the boredom, i came online for a to check my mail (yar me checking mail when others are living a life they want).


but hey. i shan't be negative. because there are people out there in homes, in even harsher environments, harsher emotional abuse they are facing. or some who are just like me, but do not think like i do. they think of death, think of mutilating themselves... hey. you out there who's just like me or worse than me in my life, stop thinkin stupid. move on like i did. if u dun live to a ripe old age because of suicide or some compulsive illness, i will... i will... i dunno... u need to help yourselves la! come talk to me!!!






oh well....





read this and i really reccomment that you check this out, its kinda cool!


Kids Really Think Quickly!!


TEACHER : Maria, go to the map and find North America.
MARIA : Here it is!
TEACHER : Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS : Maria!
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TEACHER : Why are you late, Frank?
FRANK : Because of the sign.
TEACHER : What sign?
FRANK : The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."
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TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN : You told me to do it without using tables!
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TEACHER : Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?"
GLENN : K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L"
TEACHER : No, that's wrong
GLENN : Maybe it s wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!
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TEACHER : Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD : H I J K L M N O!!
TEACHER : What are you talking about?
DONALD : Yesterday you said it's H to O!
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TEACHER : Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't
have ten years ago.
WINNIE : Me!
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TEACHER : Goss, why do you always get so dirty?
GOSS : Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER : Millie, give me a sentence starting with "I."
MILLIE : I is...
TEACHER : No, Millie..... Always say, "I am."
MILLIE : All right... "I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."
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TEACHER : Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?
TINO : Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day, same time."
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TEACHER : George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree,
but also admitted doing it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't
punish him?"
LOUIS : Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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TEACHER : Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON : No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER : Clyde, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your
brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, teacher, it's the same dog!!
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TEACHER : Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when
people are no longer interested?
HAROLD : A teacher